Our Saturday

I started playing around with templates and decided on this dragonfly one. It is fun to play with all this stuff... I hate to admit, LOL.

Today was a day full of emotion... as most days have been over the last month and more. Kaya and I went to Chick-fil-A this morning for a little Saturday playdate. Mark, Kaya, Chris and Mike went there last night; so I think Kaya is good with that place for awhile. Cousin Jake would be proud! Kaya had a lot of fun playing with her friends!! I enjoyed the time as well.... it was good to share some happy Jenna stories! We headed home for nap #2 for the day. After Kaya woke up, we headed to Nashville to hit up a fly shop for Mark and a bead store for me. Kaya enjoyed playing with everything at the fly shop. We got her a piece of rabbit fur which she LOVED tickling herself in the car. As we drove around Nashville, I couldn't help but think of Jenna. Anywhere that I have gone with her, songs, random moments... well, a lot of things bring me to thinking of her. I struggle with a mixture of sadness, angry and smiles remembering all that she means to me and so many. On the way home, I decided that it was time for La Siesta (a little shared love between Jenna and I), so we went there for dinner. As we walked in the door, I was reminded that Saturday night is live music night. Then another moment... the waitress walked us to the very same booth Jenna and I sat in when we were there for one Saturday night for her to drink three macho margaritas and listen to same man and woman band. I loved that night.. just her and I chilling to some good music, food and drinks. I had some cheese caseo for ya girl!!!!!!

You are everywhere Jenna!! I really do have peace in that though... because I feel blessed to have reminders of you in so many ways!! While my heart is empty and my husband says he misses "me" and hopes I will be back soon, I can't help but smile knowing you are still here with me, with everyone, in so many ways!!!!!!!!