Perspective.......

I just checked the members list on my mom's board...... and I have more posts on the board than Jenna now. I never really look at that part of the board, so this just hit me. This is just something that I never wanted to see happen. Perspective...... reality sucks at times. I miss you Jenna.... I still do not have a day where I am not thinking about you to some degree. I feel your presence with me a lot.... this helps with the pain but also burns in the inside knowing you are not here. There are times where I almost call you....... just times where it seems like you are still here..... I know you are here with me.... always.